Serkan Çetinel

“I know what happens to you, me and everyone else
When they supposedly die
It’s this passage around the great loop”
This music go with my funeral
Music go with my funeral

Said I was raised inside this gritty city
Riding through, you probably miss me
My bicycle fell, I hit the road, the mailman almost hit me
All this sins be more than shitty, I just pray the lord forgive me
Doing drugs is just a war with boredom but they sure to get me
My side-bitch is sort of pretty but she got enormous titties
Know I’m worth a fortune, she just want a brand new Porsche or Bentley
Had a few abortions, unfortunately, I forced them
Lord knows I turn a child to an orphan when I’m touring
I’m more than what I think of myself, I really have to be
Sit at home and drink by myself, my thoughts harassing me
Actually, as a matter of fact, she ain’t getting back to me
A shame that my tragedy my masterpiece, yeah
Trapped inside these dreams of mine
Just trying to get some peace of mind
Yeah, I’ve been trapped inside these dreams of mine
So you’ll never get a piece of mind

It’s the last day of my life
Party like it’s the last day of your life
This the motherfucking last day of my life
Party like it’s the last day of your life

See we swallowed in this web of lies, never try to exercise
You used to be a fantasy but now I guess it’s televised
I heard the legends never died
Oh this lonely hell of mine
There never was a better time to better myself
Forever I melt and float away like waves in the ocean
Staring inside of Heaven’s eyes, the gates will never open
I’m smoking on this field of hope, waiting till my deal gets closed
I keep getting hotter but all I seem to feel is cold
22 don’t feel so old but I think I’m 82
You mean to tell me God took seven days and all he made was you?
I’m out here with the kangaroos, making danger, break the rules
Celebrate my date of birth with acid, get the days confused
Happiness I take from you, searching for the naked truth
I’m not awake, I’m in a lake, I’ll swim away with you
Bitch, check out the butterfly
If you the truth then what the fuck am I?
Yeah

It’s the last day of my life
Party like it’s the last day of your life
This the motherfucking last day of my life
Party like it’s the last day of your life

So where are you going?
Where are you headed?
Where are you going?
Can I come? Can I come?

I got ice in my veins, blood in my eyes
Hate in my heart, love in my mind
I seen nights full of pain, days are the same
You keep the sunshine, save me the rain
I search but never find, hurt but never cry
I work and forever try, but I’m cursed, so never mind
And it’s worse, but better times seem further and beyond
The top gets higher the more that I climb
The spot gets smaller and I get bigger
Tryin’ to get in where I fit in, no room for a nigga
But soon for a nigga it be on, motherfucker
‘Cause all this bullshit done made me strong, motherfucker

So I pick the world up
And I’ma drop it on your fuckin’ head
Bitch, I’ma pick the world up
And I’ma drop it on your fuckin’ head
And I could die now, rebirth, motherfucker
Hop up in my spaceship and leave Earth, motherfucker
I’m gone, motherfucker, I’m gone

I know what they don’t wanna tell you
Just hope you’re heaven-sent, and you’re hell-proof
I walk up in the world and cut the lights off
And confidence is a stain they can’t wipe off
My word is my pride
But wisdom is bleak, and that’s a word from the wise
Served to survive, murdered and bribed
And when it got too heavy I put my burdens aside

So I can pick the world up
And I’ma drop it on your fuckin’ head
Bitch, I’ma pick the world up
And I’ma drop it on your fuckin’ head
And I could die now, rebirth, motherfucker
Hop up in my spaceship and leave Earth, motherfucker
I’m gone, motherfucker, I’m gone

It hurts, but I never show
This pain you’ll never know
If only you could see just how lonely and how cold
And frostbit I’ve become
My back’s against the wall
When push come to shove
I just stand up and scream: “Fuck ’em all!”

Man, it feels like these walls are closin’ in
This roof is cavin’ in, up it’s time to raise it, then
Your days are numbered like pages in
My book of rhymes; got ’em cookin’, boy
This crooked mind of mines got ’em all shook
And scared to look in my eyes
I stole that fuckin’ clock: I took the time
And I came up from behind and pretty much snuck up
And butt-fucked this game up
Better be careful when you bring my name up
Fuck this fame, that ain’t what I came to claim
But the game ain’t gonna be the same on the day that I leave it
But I swear, one way or another
I’ma make these fuckin’ haters believe it
I swear to God, won’t spare the rod
I’m a man of my words, so your fuckin’ heads better nod
Or I’ma fuck around in this bitch and roast everybody
Sleep on me, that pillow is where your head’ll lie
Permanently, bitch, it’s beddy-bye
This world is my Easter egg, yeah, prepare to die!
My head is swole
My confidence is up, this stage is my pedestal
I’m unstoppable, Incredible Hulk
You’re trapped in my medicine ball
I could run circles around you so fast your fuckin’ head’ll spin, dog
I’ll split your cabbage and your lettuce and olives, I’ll fuckin’—

Pick the world up and I’ma drop it on your fuckin’ head
Bitch, I’ma pick the world up
And I’ma drop it on your fuckin’ head
And I could die now, rebirth, motherfucker
Hop up in my spaceship and leave Earth, motherfucker
I’m gone, motherfucker, I’m gone.

Two steps forward one step back
Feel my body won’t go back, no
No no

Celestial bodies breathe down on me
I’m hot and cold and hot and bothered
A’ricocheting round in my mind can’t hear nothing I see
Here walking a tightrope
Ain’t looking down you got something to prove, do ya, do ya?
Well, them wayward stares they get mad out here yeah
Disarray, disarray, dis a way, dis a way
The light and the shade
Fade

Here
I go I go I go again I’m going on outta my way
Just what set this thing off here in the first place
I burn at both ends and in time there won’t be
nothing left of me
Wait and see, yeah
Well, for all that I know
I might’ve double backed around
The ground’s similar familiar
Climb to a bird’s eye height
For a bird’s eye sight
Retrace my steps with every step I get
Further yet I can’t escape, now
Don’t hesitate, now
To kick ya bad habits
Go out a grab it Son
Til the morning come
It’s repetition

Two steps forward one step back
Feel my body won’t go back, no.

Stuntin’ like a maniac, in the strip club blowin’ 80 racks
(Nigga I’m too lowkey for that)
Stuntin’ like a maniac, in the streets nigga where the ladies at
(I’m way too lowkey for that)
Stuntin’ like a maniac, ask niggas, bitch I got my paper stacked
(I’m too lowkey for that)
Yeah stuntin’ like a maniac all day
(Somebody better let ’em know—)

(I’m too lowkey for that)
Niggas on the bad slope, finna crash woah
Tryna show the hoes the cash flow
(Nigga I’m too lowkey for that)
My foot is on the gas though
Got my hat low, still an asshole, yeah ho
(I’m not too lowkey for that)
Nigga, I just do what it does
What’s up? What it do? What’s up? What it do?
You blowin’ all your money on the hoes and the cars bro
It’s all dope, but we all know
(Nigga I’m too lowkey for that)

I’ll admit my last few years have been kinda rusty
Have I been beatin’ myself up? In my mind I must be
I slowed down, watchin’ my peers as they rise above me
‘Cause rap’s a leap of faith except nobody ties the bungee
These times are ugly
I’m close to my midlife, the crisis hunts me
Calm on the surface but inside I’m grumpy
If I was comfy, I’d say “fuck rap” because life is complete
Surprise I’m hungry, rappers lookin’ like fries and lunch meat
Damn you got the hoes, you got a grill, you makin’ mills huh (Huh)
When you be flexin’ you lookin’ so icy that I get the chills son (Huh)
I seen you pull up in your whip and you stopped
But somehow the wheels spun (Damn!)
Who is the plug for the drugs? Tell me where you get the pills from
I heard you came from the real slums
What the fuck you gon’ do when your deal’s done?
Nigga the day that you fizzle out will come
If you think it ain’t comin’ you’re real dumb
That ain’t a bag you made off your talent
That is a label allowance
And we gon’ see in the end if you really could pay off the balance
Bitch!

I could care less about expensive gold chains
I’m gettin’ mo’ praise from spittin’ propane
Bitch this is no game
I don’t fuck with hoes who hang with rappers and want fame
Fuck the swaggy shit, now I’m livin’ like it’s the old days
So pack your bags, you had your chance, this might be the
Avalanche that wipes it up
I’m back to rockin’ baggy pants and wife beaters
Bitch your time is up
This my master plan and lightning struck
Don’t get caught in fires that my ashy hands is writin’ up
Been had the fuckin’ game on lock
Been had my pesos copped
Been plottin’ deeply tryna take yo spot
I can’t erase those thoughts
My drive is somethin’ that these fakes don’t got
Their vision blurry tryna chase those thots
You tryna do it independent but you ain’t no Hop
The indie valedictorian, bitch, my grades don’t drop
Quit tryna move me
Beast mode is where my mind is usually
Y’all focused on Louis Vuitton and Gucci, I told you—

Nigga I’m too lowkey for that
I’m way too lowkey for that
Nigga I’m too lowkey for that
Nigga I’m too lowkey for that.

Adjust to pain
It hurt too bad to say, to say you left me, left me
Fuckin’ with the wrong man
(Left me) Said she fuckin’ with the wrong man
Ever since she left me

I guess you fell into the wrong hands, yeah
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
And now you’re F-in’ with the wrong man, man
Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah

You took some time away from me (Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh)
(Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh)
I see you made your mind (Ooh, ah-ah-ah-ah-ah)
Just read the signs, it’s clear to see (Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh)
(Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh)
I’m tryna make you mine (Ooh, ah-ah-ah-ah-ah)
‘Cause love is blind, you’re hurt, it’s fine (Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh)
(Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh)
To heal, it takes some time (Ooh, ah-ah-ah-ah-ah)

Tokyo trips, shoppin’ sprees full of gifts
I remember we would dream about kids
Tryna get that V with that crib
Back when you used to be’s with that Crip
Gotta give a little to get
A little bit in return now, tables turn now
And you heard ’bout me and my bitch
I’m just tryna chill
’Cause lately I’ve been thinkin’ ’bout you and rebuildin’
Walking ’round like you lost feelings
I can tell he not fulfilling
You in love with me still
They say only if looks could kill, for real
You walk around town with that guy
When you pass by (Ah-ah)
I just laugh like (Ah-ah)

I guess you fell into the wrong hands, yeah
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
And now you’re F-in’ with the wrong man, man
Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
Ooh, ah-ah-ah-ah-ah
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
Ooh, ah-ah-ah-ah-ah

Yeah

Shawty, heard you bad… word? So profane
Somethin’ like a bad, word, want your love
Call me when you can, girl
Goin’ up, goin’ down, in and out, turn around
Shawty, heard you bad… word? So profane
Somethin’ like a bad, word, want your love
Call me when you can, girl
Goin’ up, goin’ down, in and out, turn around
Love you the way you movin’ now

I might be insane, yeah
But I love the pain, yeah
Feel it in the brain, yeah-ahh
Realize she just want me hit it right
‘Cause I get ’em goin’ right

Shawty, heard you bad… word? So profane
Somethin’ like a bad, word, want your love
Call me when you can, girl
Goin’ up, goin’ down, in and out, turn around
Shawty, heard you bad… word? So profane
Somethin’ like a bad, word, want your love
Call me when you can, girl
Goin’ up, goin’ down, in and out, turn around
Love you the way you movin’ now.

I was staring at the sky
Singin’ toxic lullabies
I was starin’ at the sky

Screaming words with no remorse
Pitchforks pointed at my heart
I was staring at the sky

Run from your pain
Run from your pain
Run from your pain
Run from your pain

I was staring at the sky
Singin’ toxic lullabies
I was starin’ at the sky.

Have you ever noticed
That I’m not acting as I used to do before?
Have you ever wondered
Why I always keep on coming back for more?

What have you done to me
I’ll never be the same I’ll tell you for sure

I’ll never be the same I’ll tell you for sure
I’ll never be the same I’ll tell you for sure

You really are my ecstasy
My real life fantasy, oh yeah

You really are my ecstasy
My real life fantasy, oh yeah

Not that I’m complaining
A more beautiful vision – I have never seen
If you don’t mind me saying
A life of ambition to fulfill my dream

What have you done to me
I’ll never be the same I’ll tell you for sure

I’ll never be the same I’ll tell you for sure
I’ll never be the same I’ll tell you for sure

You really are my ecstasy
My real life fantasy, oh yeah

You really are my ecstasy
My real life fantasy, oh yeah

You really are my ecstasy
(There can be no other
While we still have each other)
My real life fantasy, oh yeah…

You, it’s you it’s all for you
Everything I do, I tell you all the time
Heaven is a place on earth with you
Tell me all the things you wanna do
I heard that you like the bad girls, Honey is that true?

Made it lost it came back flipped it
Always faded, lifted
Hit that corner whipped
Hit the dealer, whipped it
Always on it, mind your business
I’m always high, the sky ain’t the limit
Ball like Melo, cars all tinted
Chain black and yellow, Pittsburgh Steelers
Sport it knocked it tossed it flipped it
Took my flow and switched it, took my dough invested
Your whole life is scripted
All we do is party, drinkin’, molly raggin’, shawty raggin’
Money come retarted huh, press the button start it up
Tryna be a dope boy ridin’ with a coke boy
Strap with the low boy 50 for a show boy
Niggas made it rain I made I it snow boy
Started with a dollar and a hope boy
Now a nigga hot got millions in the bank
Crib on the water spend a milly on the tank
Montana piece look silly on the link
Montana and Wiz spend millys on the dank

Smoking weed in my expensive car
I’m ridin’ high I’m flyin’ high
Told you niggas say the shit you want
So don’t even take the chance or try to try my guy
Designer sayin’ supplies gettin’ low
Weed man say it’s kinda dry
Potty mouth, rockstar, at the top and still tryna climb
Drop the top sit back recline
Hundred-K that’s just the ride
Fifty-K that’s just the change
Thirty-K that’s just the time
Tour came that’s just in time
That’s more racks, that’s more racks
Private plane you know that’s flyin’
I’m boardin’ that I’m boardin’ that
Rollin’ up smoke roy ridin’ with the coke boy
Smoking on strong pack hit it once choke boy
When I’m on the road bottles like dope boy
When the police come, I don’t really know boy
Half a pound in seven days that’s smokin’
If you ain’t bout your family or getting bread you jokin’

Pick up the pace, turn up the bass
I’m singing this right in your face
I made the call forgive me
Cause I did this all for you
So whether you do or whether you don’t
This gon’ bang and this gon’ bump
Hit your J or split your blunt
DPG then we turned up
Blue bandana, French Montana
All around the world first class
VIP, bubble bath
Touchdown, two points
Wide reciever Khalifa bless me with two joints
They told big dick Dogg, he gotta get up on this hit dog
Turn it up let me hear the beat for a second
Have a few puffs then I breathe on the record
Then we go like merri-go, round and round
This right here is for the underground
I wonder how, I break it down for you.